Mental Drain

oh my god, it's friday now! so what does that mean? recess week is ending shortly!

i really wish to be motivated to clear my "debts" that have snowballed throughout the school term. i tried. i really did. but apparently.. the pile of work dont seem to get any lesser by the day. i guess this is why people attempt suicide when they are at the verge of bankruptcy. but yeah it's so foolish. i probably just didnt work hard enough yet.

fret not, rainie! you will have time for what you set out to do.

it is not the life that i want. but if i dont do anything, perhaps i'll never get the life i want. so, to all who are in the same boat as i do, dont give up!

Wedding

wedding is such a blissful event, seriously! here's some pictures to share taken during my cousin's wedding last sunday.

i think that the lighting is so cool!

toasting to the guests

quite dark eh? let's see if we can brighten it up a lil..

tadah! *cough cough* where is grimkk seeing?

okay okay, a more glam group photo

my sister and ah gong. he's the best looking that day :D

More Thanks To Come

okay it seems like i have people to be grateful of every time i blog, so let's not make this post any exception. this time, i have three person to thank. wow i see the number increasing. i think it just mean my friends are loving me more by the day.. just kidding lol!

anyway, the first person is dan. thanks for your friendship day gift! i couldnt take any picture of it because before i can even remember to do so, i ate them all. haha! sorry sorry. the second is chunkiat for the cookies he baked. i think they are quite good! okay maybe my photography skill may not be so good..

and and, my history essay is finally done! and so it leads us to the third person to thank that is grimkk, the master of big reasons, for encouraging me all along through this tiring period. your motivations do work well in times of stress. haha.

term break is coming, so it's time to catch up intensively for mid terms.. good luck, and work hard everyone! but before that, it's my cousin's wedding this sunday so congratulations to them in advance. whee :D

Thanks!

okay i am suppose to be blogging about this a few days ago but my day only has 10 hours. because i literally slept the rest of the time off. so what to do. so here i begin..

thank you (english)
谢谢 (chinese)
terima kasik (malay)
ありがとうございました (japanese)
merci (french)
grazie (italian)
감사합니다 (korean)

well i have used 7 languages to express my thanks to wk and nic for running all the way back to biz from yusof hall to get my laptop back. i am so careless! how can i even forget when i kept reminding myself to take it? arhh i totally give up >.<

okay but that's beside the point. that being said, i thought you guys might like another way of writing my appreciation as well - "the math way" (as much as i am tired of it)

zQ5f7pN4opWz4pzQypM4cyLp4tpJftJfJzNup?

{ J = i, ? = !, z = t, y = e, Q = h, f = n, 7 = k, u = ), t = f, p = [space], N = y, 4 = o, 5 = a, o = u, W = (, M = p, c = w, L = r }

take up the challenge and happy deciphering! i spent alot of time to make this up lol (grins)

whee! tomorrow i'll have candy floss, yeahhhh! so cool. i hope to get a super big one :D

Something's Wrong

i am so so so sure that something's wrong with me. i slept for like 13 hours and i am still not feeling any energised now. in fact, i can still continue sleeping if i want to. this is so scary.

hmm i practically slept all my free time through and am left with no much time to cancel away items on the to-do list. T.T

oh yeah, in two week's time, i'm going to attend a wedding dinner! omg it's so cool :D

Bleahh

oh my, i think i should start blogging again because i realise that even nic is more regular in updating his blog compared to me. how could that even be possible, right? but it's true..

anyway something interesting happened today. everyone is like kind of lethargic in the acc1002x lecture. and so our lecturer entertained us by singing us an chinese new year song . while he sang, he distributed angbao and yuanbaos like caishen around the lt. that's a biz lecturer for you! so much better than most math lecturers in fos. haha!

i am feeling so nauseous now. and the only reason i thought it could be, is the disgusting tutorials i tried to do just now. i spent like 30 minutes trying to draw the equations in 3D space. so much for the artistic talents i have.. and after struggling for some time, i totally gave up on the other two parts and some other questions.

on a happier note, tomorrow is going to be a peaceful day in school because it's wednesday. peace! :D

Fear

i've come to realise that the more i fear, i'll see more of what i dont want to.

so the vicious cycle begins, leaving me with no way to overcome it.

trapped.