Blogging In The Library

whee. i am blogging in the library now. and i can finally imitate nic by saying "this is my first time blogging with a mac book", just that this macbook is not mine but jj's.

i was so tired during multivariate calculus lecture just now. the only thing that probably caught my attention is kcy's new hair cut and his very own name initial tee. oh yeah and not to forget his aura of blurness fused with intelligence. but i didnt sleep. i didnt. lol.

crap.. i am supposed to be studying now (else why am i in the library in the first place?) but tutorials are so hard, so intimidating and so non-time efficient. and worst still, lessons on mon/thurs are incredibly long from 10-8. so indeed it just proved that the jc teachers have been cheating on us all along. just in what way is uni more fun, i really dont get it. maybe i shouldnt be expecting the fun to come naturally, but to create them for myself.. okay i think it is too much to ask for fun. maybe create time would be more appropriate.

last night before i slept, i was watching another drama series with my sister. and something horrible happened. i ended up feeling so sorry for the female lead i cried and cried, episode after episode. i guess i shall continue the crying fiesta when i get back home later.

okay it's time to try do some work. ciao :D

Beautiful Love

okay i am kind of inspired to write something down, after watching the tw drama series i saw just now.

love is such a beautiful thing!

as in yeah, i've always believe so. but i wont dare to say i have absolute faith in a relationship that wont go wrong. and i guess that very much answered the question why most girls watch drama series. with the hope of meeting the right person that can commit as much along the way. to pursue a sweetness which is unspoken, yet known. ;D

does anyone share same sentiments as i do?

PS: if only the script of life can make everyone a lead character in some story too.

Back

okay i am back to update about my boring life..

as i was telling my math friends, i'm thinking of how to make my blog more interesting. and apparently the idea i got from them was.. to scold more vulgarities inside the posts! and so i thought, what is the highest limit of vulgarities i can actually say. probably everything except for the word that begins with f, because i just think it's too crude. okay, at least i couldnt bring myself to say it.

and, i dont really like to complain in my blog! i know its only human to do that, but i prefer to blog about things i want to remember. and complaining just shouldnt be in the picture too often. so what's the conclusion? my blog will probably NOT get any interesting as time goes to infinity. (trying to sound like some true blood math major when i actually think what i am studying now is so inhuman)

anyway, ssa essay assignments are finally over. woohoo! one less thing to be bothered about in the long list of things to do. and today, i really did make an effort to listen to all the four lectures. aint that amazing? i actually wasnt sleeping or dreaming away, and i could even decode some parts of yannis' lecture! so i guess it does make a difference between really trying and self denial.. though i understand the motivation will just die down from time to time when the workload accumulates. and the very fact that i am blogging for so long does shows that my motivation is gradually diminishing with more procastination. so i guess.. i'll update some other time. lol!

oh yeah before i forget, let's wish lindy luck for her driving test tml :)

PS: if i must be tired.. it should be when i really tried. - rainie

Tired

i am simply tired. exhausted. lethargic. and any other adjective you could possibly think of.

i know i can do it. i can!

i guess i'll drop by to blog a proper post some time later :)

WebCam In Action

woohoo i was figuring the functions of my new lappie and i chanced upon this thing called 'Life Frame'. it's actually a program to capture photos using the webcam! haha.. okay forgive me i am such a mountain turtle that didnt use a lappie with webcam before. so i started experimenting.. below are just for laughs :D

testing the camera

from another angle

getting bored, what about a funny face..

(pouts) okay i couldnt think of others

the end.

Hero

look guys, kky is really a hero, at least in computing! he practically saved my dying com and managed to get my files out safely. phew! but still, i got a new laptop already. so well, that explains why i said, my old and new bf both came back to me! haha. i am so happy. really thanks to him eh, else i wont probably be able to solve the problem on my own.

i bought an ASUS F8Vseries lappie in the end despite the persistent psycho-ing by nic and jj to buy a macbook. sorry guys, i really prefer to stick with this 'cheating boyfriend'. lol.. oh yeah there was a large crowd at the it fair anyway. kky's friend is so funny. he's a promoter for graphic cards over there and this is what he said, 'if you buy this graphic card, your dwarven sniper sure can run faster than lightning revenant' lol!

before we go to the it fair today at suntec, we went to take a walk down the singapore river. there is this stall that sells turkish ice cream along the way, and that owner is a real turkish so he does not understand english. but one thing is, he's so fun to be with seriously. okay the truth is apart from his ice cream and tricks, he really looks like yannis haha! so cool right. we even took a photo with him.

jj being the first victim lol

a photo with 'yannis'!

Unlucky Me

okay, let me begin with a depressing note. MY LAPPIE DIED!! well i was so sad, i dont even know why. it feels almost like your 2 year long bf leaving you. aww.

and what's worst? all the important documents are still inside and the os is corrupted, so it couldnt even boot up, leaving me no way to take the files out. so horrible!

i dont know it's coincidence, but it just so happen to fail me when the IT show is on. so it's almost like a hint to ask me to boost the economy a little in this recession. and yeah, i guess i'll go get a new one. but what should i buy.. omg i really have no idea what i want.

yeah, anyway.. i went to the gym in school on tuesday! it's my first time there and it's really fun! i basically tried most of the equipments there but most of the time were spent on the bicycle since it's the most relaxing one. and omg.. i'm aching even till now. but yeah, i'll want to go to a gym again, so if anyone is going there do invite me along! :D (pauses and thinks about the never ending tutorials and work to do) okay, that's provided that i am liberated from all those sufferings.

photo taken at ps.. so sweet!

Exam Reminder

this is a super important exam reminder to myself:

please read the question properly!

that's the problem with me. super careless. somehow my mind does not analyse the information given logically. i guess when i am desperate i will just selectively read what my brain allows me to and seriously ignore some parts like they do not exist. i think i must be really blind. ahhh i give up.

my carelessness is killing me. will some kind soul just keep reminding me over and over again before the exam to read every bit of information properly so that i will not forget to do such a simple thing and feel stupid time and again? i'll be really thankful for that..

if i have to work harder. i just have to do it. fullstop.

Personality Test

whee! i came across this personality test on ks's blog and i decided to take it too, since i haven been blogging recently anyway. haha. here's my results:

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

and i made a comparison, we had the same true self and view on education. haha! from the looks of it, i think personality tests do put your character traits in a rather positive light. lol. so interesting :D

okay okay it's so late already i guess i shall get myself sleeping now!

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx