Rainie: April 2009

In the Midst of Exam

i was doing the multivariable calculus exam this evening, and sitting at the back of the hall just horrifies me big time. half way through the paper, i heard some unpleasant sounds - those made by lizards and it's damn loud. omg.. i prayed hard that they wont just pop up underneath my table or something, else i dont know what i'll do to embarrass myself.

every paper taken by far are demoralising. and i think the effect is further amplified since i am not at all prepared.. what a nightmare!

PS: will be back on monday night to blog about the end of exams, stay tuned!

Final Exams

sitting for this first paper for year 1 sem 2 makes me feel like its the end of my whole uni life.

i wanna say good bye to yannis. in fact i really wanna say good bye to ALL math modules. it's such a pain, seriously.. i just cant see it. i just cant. else i would be too innately careless to get things right. and all these gradually drain me out from within. i'm really really tired..

just where is my endurance bringing me to. i'm curious to know.

PS: 4 more papers to go. DONT GIVE UP!

Darkness

exams are coming.. (feels like i am some broken recorder that can only repeat these few lines)

anyway i saw i piece of newspaper article last night before i slept, and i am quite disturbed about it. the world is facing a solar storm in sep 22th 2012 and it's estimated that over millions will die because of this. the world will sink into complete darkness within 90 seconds!

omg. it's almost like the world is going to end kind of article, dont you think so? it's just 3 years away and i really hope my family and friends will be safe. so before i slept, i tried to think of ways to alleviate the situation, and that is: we should start storing up on candles and batteries at home!

but then again, one can never be too optimistic that we can survive every disaster, so i thought of what happens if i die (choy choy). oh my. then why am i studying so hard now! hahhaha. crap. just making up a whole lot of excuses and nonsense for my slackness.

it's such a thought provoking article! lol

okay now back to studying.

Big Head

okay i said i will update it soon so here i am! so glad to know that people are still seeing the blog when it's left to rot everyday. i am such a lousy blogger..

but it's actually not my fault too. exams are just around the corner and there is just nothing great to blog about, except for stress, stress and more stress! oh yeah there is a large change in the life i am leading now too. pure blood mugger life. to compensate for the many lectures i fell asleep and the many tutorials i didnt do beforehand. dont study dont study, 1 time jialat jialat. why does it always have to end up like that no matter how much resolve i have at the start of the sem?

i think it's really kind of information overload for me these few days like i am sucked into some blackhole. it feels as though i suddenly learnt a lot of new things, but my hope is they are indeed registered inside me. everyday is helpsheet after helpsheet. fortunately i just have 1 more piece to go. should be can finish by this week. ah crap it's just tomorrow. another busy, crazy and boring day!

freedom shall reign when hols start after 4th may! time to catch up with friends, get a new hair cut, go do some exercises in the gym which i have missed like a few weeks and perhaps.. okay wait, who can tell me how long the holidays will actually be? is it 3 months? aww. does anyone hire for 3 months? i've never had a job before. i wonder if i will have one this hols!

(rainie's heart is whispering: your exams are not over yet!)

okay okay. now i am deprived of all the fun. and even the thought of it. A-transposes, dont pawn me leh. >.<

Oh No

and so i slept. after waiting for so long, i still slept. and i woke up thinking i actually didnt doze off last night. stupid me. i'm so sorry!

okay i dont think anyone would probably understand what i am saying. lol! in any way, i am supposed to be in malaysia now praying for my deceased granny, but daddy's too busy to bring us there. aww. i really did hope he could make time for it because i think it's like of important. but well, i guess there's no choice. >.<

yawns. still feeling lethargic. i really wanna sleep away all the time i have!

Laugh Out Loud

okay below are some of the MUTANTS drawn by leliang during VT's revision lecture..

so sorry the image is not too clear, but i swear even if the picture is clear, i guess it's quite impossible to figure out what they are because he's too 'fantastic' an artist. lol it's okay, just look at a closer look at this!

well, i dont know what to say. common consensus among the group that it's the worst DORAEMON we ever seen >.<

Beach Day

whee yesterday we went to the beach! the weather is not really fantastic because it actually rained but, hey at least its quite cooling. of course i will prefer the rain since i am rainie.. ;D

well, let's see. i dont even know whether to say yesterday is a good day or not actually. because it's suppose to be a fun day out at ecp but a chain of disastrous events just follows next. okay we'll only talk about the joyous part, and photo spammings as usual..